i'm feeling so god damn nostalgic tonight. a tsunami wave of memories!! i went through my old box of stuff (appropriately scribbled "Fun Stuff To Remember" on it) and i found my old birthday cards, ticket stubs, lame newsletters (created by the girls), old angpau packets from mom and godma (empty thou), pictures and omg
song parodies!!!! in it too were items from my childhood, a comb with missing teeth, a nametag, a puzzle and sailormoon figurines.
i think i went thru an awkward stage when i was younger. thats normal i guess, clumsy and stiff teenage girl, a bit cuckoo, a bit desperate, a bit nosy.
anyway i miss the girls terribly. we used to see each other everyday, have sleepovers, share our deepest secrets... but the meetings have become far and few in between. i didn't want to believe this, nor did i ever want to think about it, but the truth is, i think i feel quite awkward around them. kris and stef both have their own friends, their boyfriend, and are pretty matured. while i'm.... the same old kay yan.
i think.
maybe theres jealousy somewhere deep now inside and honestly, i wish we could go back to the way we were last time. but this is how life works. so okay, life, you can have it your way :) ain't no mountain high enough~
after packing all the stuff back neatly in the box, i took a look at myself in the mirror. "hi" i thought. hmmm, maybe i should start ordering kris's present. well, someone has gotta do something to stay connected! :)
i put on some Sebamed and the smell of the lipbalm brought back a colossal wave of memories. of HP... ah, HP chairs, navy green sweater, fishbowl, kb, chewing gum.
oh my, here we go again.
all kept in a chocolate box.
another stack in a shoe box :P
can you spot me?
clue : mushroom.
damn, i didnt change much. just enlarged LOL
sleepovers.
when contact lenses were not discoved and when kris actually took photos!
good night! :3
